This is not the way the Kerry Wood era was supposed to end.  It wasn’t supposed to end on the eve of free agency with a trade of a rotund prospect to the Marlins for a mediocre closer, signifying the Cubs desire to have somebody else pay Kerry Wood.

No.  We know how it was supposed to end.  The way it almost did end in June 2006 when Kerry gave up a home run to Lance Berkman, then a double to Morgan Ensberg, his arm hung low and he slowly walked to the dugout.

He thought it was over, actually.  He’d had surgery during the 2005 season, but it didn’t really fix anything.  His shoulder still hurt, and he couldn’t throw more than 60 pitches on a good day.

We all know the story now about how in the early summer of 2007 his arm wasn’t responding to anything, and he called his agent and told him he was done.  It was time to hang it up.  A day later he gave it one more shot, and amazingly his arm didn’t hurt anymore.  He called his agent and told him not to call the Cubs just yet, maybe he’d give it one more, final, really, this is it, last shot.

By the end of that season he was in the Cubs’ bullpen, and he pitched in the playoffs against Arizona.

The Cubs made him the closer last year and he did a good job, only occasionally making the fans pass out from the anxiety.  He missed a month with a mysterious blister that turned into a hole in the skin on a finger on his pitching hand.  But he peed on it a few times and finally it healed.

He was on the mound for the last happy day of the 2008 season when Aaron Miles flied out to Lassie and the Cubs headed to the playoffs in consecutive years for the first time in 100 years.

And now, barring the unforseen, he’s gone for good.  Next spring he’ll put on a different uniform for the first time in his pro career. It’ll look weird, wherever he ends up.  It might be Texas or Milwaukee or the Mets or who knows.  It’ll just look wrong.

Kerry Wood epitomizes the Chicago Cubs.  If one player ever reflected a franchise it’s Kerry.  Rooting for him was the same as rooting for the Cubs.

Both were full of promise that never quite was reached.  Both teased you will brilliance, only to never quite accomplish what we all thought they would.

I always explained the difference in how fans reacted to Mark Prior and Kerry when they were both battling injuries at the same time, this way…  When Mark got hurt it was never definitive what was wrong.  Something was strained or inflamed, and he seemed annoyed by it all.  When Kerry got hurt something ruptured or torn and he always seemed to be agony that he couldn’t pitch, that he couldn’t help the Cubs win.

When Prior couldn’t win game six of the 2003 NLCS he met the media afterwards and was matter of fact about it all.  Ahh, that’s too bad.  Oh, well.

The next night, Kerry couldn’t win game seven, and before anybody could ask him a question he said, “It’s my fault.  I choked.  It’s my fault.”

The truth is that Kerry carried the Cubs through the first round of those playoffs.  He won game one and game five, getting stronger as the games went along.

It was then that we thought both he, and the Cubs were finally going to make good.  That all of the promise was about to pay off.

But he got hurt, again, and the Cubs got bad, again.

The Cubs’ decision to spend their money elsewhere makes perfect sense from a baseball standpoint.  Given Wood’s injury history, anything longer than a one-year contract makes no sense.  His arm’s held together by a thread.  The Cubs have his successor already in place in Carlos Marmol at a fraction of the cost.

But it still sucks.  Maybe because we knew, especially the last two seasons, that he was pitching on borrowed time it doesn’t hurt like it would otherwise.  Every time he trotted out to close out a game last year you couldn’t help but wonder if it was the last time we’d see him.  One day he’d throw a pitch and that would be it.  Nobody wanted to see it happen, but everybody knew it was going to.

Now it’s going to happen somewhere else.  It won’t make it any less painful, for his arm or for our hearts.

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If you don’t remember who Kevin Gregg is, the guy the Cubs traded Jose Ceda for yesterday, you know him.  He was involved in one of 2008’s cooler moments.

http://chicago.cubs.mlb.com/media/video.jsp?mid=200808153315333

Yeah, how could this go wrong?